December 1st, 2023
Hi, Folks ! It has been a while since I haven’t posted here on my website or blog. I want to apology for that , I just haven’t been feeling that great and I didn’t want to express it on my website. Do you ever feel that you are sad and depressed, that you don’t want anyone to feel sorry for you or just that its nothing to big to share with the rest of the world. You’ll probably do know that I suffer from Depression & Anxiety, and within most of my life time here on Earth. Well its not a stranger to me, and during these winter months he comes and bugs me even more with more of his buddies and sometimes gets the best of me where I just want to hide.
Okay enough with the bad, here are some good things about what I have been doing.
First thing of things to mention is that today is my Father’s Birthday, so I have sent him an email message wishing him a birthday, but its very hard for me because he don’t hardly speak. But every year I send him the first action is to wish him a happy birthday via email.
On November 8, I got a Ko-Fi Commission and my duties is to create , help and assist a Discord Server, and the client has given me a bit much, so I offer my client some obs-studio tips and tricks.
In these few days, I got super excited about my commission and I went back looking at my side of my twitch streams and where things could be improved, So I worked and re-amped my layout for twitch shows. I got new channel points for viewers to redeem during my show, and I have sectioned them into different categories just because I do different things for stream, such as ; LEGO building , playing Animal Crossing: New Horizon on the Switch, and sometimes tips and tricks and maybe do some just chatting.
I also, commission the wonderful Beauation [ twitch.tv/beauation ] to create a few images for an idea for my LEGO streams and I will have to put it all together, and I can’t wait for it.
I am planning to do a Christmas Hangout Lego Party on the 17th of December, Please keep out for more information. On December 17, I got Twitch affiliated a few years ago. I am forgetting how many years has it been, but I know my account to Twitch was 2015, but never really gone LIVE on the platform, but I did stream about me playing Planet Coaster as I was using a borrowed PC, and after installed a GPU to it. Anyways, I am alone during these days, and my mother is out of town, so I was thinking about have a stream, with my online friends.
I have to make a promotional poster about this too, but I don’t like self promoting that much because I do not like attention or being in the spot light in a public eye. I know I did it in the past, but it is still a working progress. I just get anxious and worried about it. Even here with my website, what do I do with all these people looking at my website, and those who are seeing my things.
Anyway, I think I had enough to share at this point, Thanks for reading.